Monday, December 19, 2005
work and dreams.
alaaaa.
malasnya nak blog. its been the 4th day since i started work. today i'll be reporting at around 3pm. woah. everyday come back at around 11pm. sometimes hungry. have to go eat. if not, have to head home. almost lifeless by then. eat at mcdonalds yesterday. airport t2. first floor. waited for diy, dan and cat. played the comp too. haha. thanks elen. very sweet of you. =) if u work at sukhothai, either u dont work or u work hard. how hard? very very hard. sigh. then. this sat maybe they having a pit. then the next day work again. its christmas. take a break. came home,
prayed and tried to sleep. cant sleep. what am i excited about? then when finally i get to sleep, i dream of you. why? i mean its like nothing between us already. its been how long already. very long. somehow its a scene whereby i and another friend. i cant recall who. we were sitting at this corridor. dont know doing what. then ur apartment, just beside where we were sitting. u were screaming. for whatever reasons. then me, outside, i screamed to u. telling u off. somehow i just hate u that much. have u ever noticed? when we were together, i never raised my voice. not even once. see my patience? somehow in this dream i have no patience. lost them all while u left.
heh. ya then i dont know where u got the drum from, u put it on the floor, and kicked it. then loud BOOMs could be heard. then i screamed again. i just hated u so much. then dont know. some mixed emotions happened. i dont know how and why. suddenly i was hugging u, crying. i missed u. i missed you. you hear me? errghhh. ya. then i saw u cried too. then suddenly i force myself to wake up. then i realised, heh the tears were real. why do i even think about it? when u dont even think about me?
- â¥
10:03 am
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